I am so very thankful for their concern, for how they are willingly making sacrifices just for the slight possibility that I might be able to do better. Time, energy, patience, money, effort...it's all so much. The pressure is starting to get to me, because I don't want to let everything go to waste and yet I can't find it within me to actually produce results.

When you're doing something for the sake of other people, somehow there is a higher sense of urgency and a pressing need to do it well. The outcome no longer affects you and only you...It becomes so much more stressful and demanding, knowing that you were not, are not, and will never be the only stakeholder.

Please help me push myself harder and in the right direction. I hope with all my heart that everything will be worthwhile in the end :(

I am so very thankful for their concern, for how they are willingly making sacrifices just for the slight possibility that I might be able to do better. Time, energy, patience, money, effort...it's all so much. The pressure is starting to get to me, because I don't want to let everything go to waste and yet I can't find it within me to actually produce results.

When you're doing something for the sake of other people, somehow there is a higher sense of urgency and a pressing need to do it well. The outcome no longer affects you and only you...It becomes so much more stressful and demanding, knowing that you were not, are not, and will never be the only stakeholder.

Please help me push myself harder and in the right direction. I hope with all my heart that everything will be worthwhile in the end :(

My name is Felicia and my dearest ambition is to bounce on clouds while eating Twix.

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