I wonder if some things have always been present right before our eyes, but we choose to feign ignorance and pretend they have never existed. Maybe our mind subconsciously does the dirty job for us, because reality is alot harder to bear than a make-believe and illusionary ideal.

If we keep telling ourselves something, maybe we can actually believe it to be true?

I'm so confused as to what is real and what is not. I don't know what is cold hard fact, and what is merely a figment of my over-active imagination. I have no idea if I'm thinking too much or it's really happening and honestly I'm not sure which one I prefer.

Is hurting others and being hurt part of human nature?

I tried, I really did. It's just that when your efforts don't bear fruition, carrying on seems so futile and pointless. I feel like I don't even have the right to say I've tried at all.

Sorry for this incoherent jumble of ramble. There are so many thoughts floating about in my mind that it's hard to catch them one by one.

I wonder if some things have always been present right before our eyes, but we choose to feign ignorance and pretend they have never existed. Maybe our mind subconsciously does the dirty job for us, because reality is alot harder to bear than a make-believe and illusionary ideal.

If we keep telling ourselves something, maybe we can actually believe it to be true?

I'm so confused as to what is real and what is not. I don't know what is cold hard fact, and what is merely a figment of my over-active imagination. I have no idea if I'm thinking too much or it's really happening and honestly I'm not sure which one I prefer.

Is hurting others and being hurt part of human nature?

I tried, I really did. It's just that when your efforts don't bear fruition, carrying on seems so futile and pointless. I feel like I don't even have the right to say I've tried at all.

Sorry for this incoherent jumble of ramble. There are so many thoughts floating about in my mind that it's hard to catch them one by one.

My name is Felicia and my dearest ambition is to bounce on clouds while eating Twix.

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