Awkward turtles
Wednesday, April 18, 20128:33 PM
I wish I wouldn't clam up whenever I'm facing a presentation or group discussion. I wish my mind would stop going blank and making me freeze whenever it's my turn to say something. Heck, it's not like I've never done such stuff before in NY. So why do I feel so hopelessly awkward now?!
My mom keeps telling me to stop being so nervous all the time and start expressing myself more confidently. But she doesn't understand that what comes naturally to her doesn't come easily to me. I mean, she makes friends with toilet cleaners while queuing for the bathroom, chats with random strangers on public transport when we're overseas, and has been a vivacious social butterfly since, like, forever. And then there's me. -_-
Sometimes I wonder if she's disappointed that I turned out this way.
Actually, while waiting for blogger to load, I had a gazillion things I wanted to say about this subject. But now my brain is blank again.
-Abrupt ending-