A rare fangirling update + ramble
Wednesday, February 22, 20128:05 PM
BIG BANG'S BACK!!!
Well, technically not yet, since their full album only drops on 29 Feb. But the first track, Blue, is already out AND IT'S SO GOOD. I heard it this morning at the ungodly hour of 5.45 am and I was like, this is totally worth the wait man! While I definitely prefer the good old days with songs like Lies and Haru Haru, I kind of appreciate how they're always changing their music style instead of relying on the same formula and producing catchy-but-familiar songs. Not sure how I feel about GD and Top singing instead of rapping, but they sound pretty good anyway so it's no biggie!
I was worried that BB would collapse after all the crap that happened with GD and Daesung-you know how unforgiving S.Koreans can get when it comes to scandals and controversies (their society is really warped IMO but that's another story). So it's great to see them back again, with brand new music and a brand new look :)) Hope that they'll be sticking around for a long, long while...
/Edit:
Okay I should probably be doing homework now but there's something that has been bugging me like hell for the past few weeks and I feel like I'm going to explode if I don't talk about it!!!
It's just that, after JC started, so many people feel like complete strangers to me. I mean, you walk along the corridor and there's bound to be a familiar face-it could be an ex-classmates, an ex-batchmate, a friend of a friend, or just someone you've seen around school last time. But so much has changed and suddenly not all of them wave back at you even when you attempt a half-hearted grin. I don't know if it's just me, but it's so freaking awkward when you have eye contact with someone and you're not sure if you should risk saying hello or waving because you know her and she knows you but you haven't been talking much, then when you finally decide to take the plunge she just turns away!!! And I'm like, wtf?!
The thing is, it doesn't really bother me when the person in question is someone whom I've talked to only once or twice. Maybe we were forced to know each other once, a long time back, for whatever purpose that lasted only for a short time, so if you don't want to acknowledge me in public it's totally fine with me. But if we've actually been FRIENDS once upon a time, how can you just pretend we've never been acquainted? ._. How is it that people can forget friendships so easily, like those 2 years of being classmates or whatever never existed?
It's even worse when you add in people like OG mates. I'm ashamed to say that I'm not close to my OG at all, aside from a few of the girls...so when I happen to see the rest, I just feel uncomfortable because they're supposed to be people I know but we're acting like complete strangers. The same goes for primary school classmates...how are we considered acquaintances if we haven't spoken in years!
Argh when you're in JC life suddenly seems very complicated.